Care

What can I need to care about? Sotimes I stress myself about how I look like, how I talk, if the other persons though I'm a good mother... But I lerned that what I have to care about is what God thinks of me and if I am choosing the right. I don't have to care about what other persons think about me because I'm enough. 

By the other side, I have two little spirits to take care of. I need to be a good example  for them and nurish them while they are young. That's my responsibility before  God. Sometimes I feel like I have not the skills to teach them and raise them but I know that the Lord is at my side and He could help me in this great work.

New

Today is a New day!!! It's a new opportunity to live, enjoy, laugh, breath and specialy to try to be better than yesterday. 

I started this new day with a big surprise, I went downstairs in the morning and saw my oldest son, what was he doing? He was siting down in a chair and paintng at his new easel but also he was enjoying his new markers (were his yesterday's prize). I saw him very concentrated and fascinated. What a great moment and a good memory to me. 

Hold

I remember when was my fist time I did hold you in my arms... That time was when we were at the hospital, your time had arrived to come to this earth.

I'm  grateful to be your mom and thank you oh dear God for this great blessing and opportunity that thou have given me. 

I ask Thee dear God to hold me in thy arms because I need you more than ever, I need to feel thy love to me.

And please, let me know how to rear thy sons, help me to be a good example and to nourish them in thy way

Reach

I almost reach Thee!!! 

May I have your hand for a second? I feel safe at your side. Could you protect me? Could you be with me all the time? How can I be with you? Can I feel thy sapirit?

Please fill my  soul with joy and gratitude 

Tell

I'm going to tell you what we're my dreams and what is my story. 

My dreams:

Have a happy marriage ( without anger) where there were not disappointments with my husdban.

Have a perfect house, always clean, with great furniture and without messy.

Have kids who were always obedient to me, 

Be a great mom who never yell to her kids

My story

I'm marriage to a man who loves me so much, he's an imperfect one like me, we have our bad and good days, but he is my life and he strive to get the things going better. 

I'm a mom of two great sons, I love them so much and they too. They are my life also. They teach me many things every day, they make me happy and sad. Sometimes I cry for them, sometimes I yell to them, sometimes I'm not a good mother.

This is my story, I don't know how far I am for my dreams nevertheless I'm greatful for my real story, is not perfect but it gives me joy, happiness and sadness so I can enjoy the sweet moments. 

Each day is and will be a challenge to me to find joy in my journey

I tell you... And I need your help

Begin

There is something wonderful for all of us, we have the opportunity to Begin every day, to try to be better than the day before... Is our history that we are writing in some book, it can not be erased by us, unless we repent and confess all our wrong acts to Him,  He  who has the power to erase them. 

So here I am beginning  ones again, trying to be a better person, a better daughter, a better wife, a better sister, a better mom... But specialy to be Me!!!! And I'm enjoying my journey ...

Belong

Where do I belong?

 I'm a daughter of Heavenly Father with great potential.

I'm a daughter of my mortal parents which I love them so much.

I'm a sister and the little one.

I'm a wife, my husband is a son of Heavenly Father too.

I'm a mother of two handsome ones. 

I'm proud of all!!! 

I belong to my family and my dear ones. But specially I belong to my Heavenly Father and my Savior.

What else do I have to belong to?