Doubt

There is no doubt in my heart that God knows the time for everything. Some times we, as his sons and daughters, are impatient for getting blessings at our own time because we need them. 

What could happen if those blessings came at our own time? Someone could imagine it? I think that maybe we couldn't appreciate them suffienthly, and even more, those blessings couldn't bless ourselves and our life as much as they could be. 

I'm so grateful for receiving blessings from God every day of my life and because they strengthen my heart and my soul, but I'm more grateful for can recognize them when they come to my life at God's time

Meet

I'm trying to meet myself. I want to know what are my purpose and my passions. So that's the reason I enrolled in a 3 weeks challenge. And the fist step is to set my intention for this experience, I have to write it down and here I go. After an inner quiet time I found my intention "to reconnect with myself and  find what my purpose and my passions really are".

But I can not doing this by myself, I need God's help. Why? Because He is the only one that knows who really I am and what my potential is.  Please dear God be at my side, open my heart and let me find and know what you what me to do and what are those things that will fill me completely and will help me experience really happiness as you feel it.

Hide

I want to hide me from everyone right now!!! And wait until this feeling get away... It's one of those moments when my mind is really confused, there is pain in my heart but also discomfort with myself. It's hard for me to just let it go of this feeling that is hurting me... Some times I think that I like it, so that's the reason I don't like to let it go of... Is this true? I don't know. What I know, is that I'm upset with everything right now, with everyone, but why? Today I nurished myself early in the morning, I was feeling me great... But all changed in the afternoon, I was not patient with my little child at his swimming class just because he didn't want to do what the teacher said. And then, with my oldest child because he told me that he would want his father take him at school and no me.. And more and more disconfort came to me.. 

Break

Today was the last day of school for my oldest son. He has a break and it will last 2 weeks.

While he was saying good bye to his teachers at school, one of them told him "enjoy your break"...  And this will be my intention, let the kids enjoy this time and also let me enjoy it too.

I don't have a plan to go out home, but we will visit our surrounding areas, we're going to make some crafts and arts (because they like them), there will be connecting and reading time and we're going to play a lot.

And of course, there will be many photography sessions!!! I will try to improve my photography skills.

But, what can I do to accomplish this plans? Yes, I want to make them real and not only that remain as wishes.

I love my kids but some times is hard for me to control my emotions and be patient with them... It will be a big challenge to me.

I know that God can help me and He will be at my side during this and in all times

Plan

I had a plan for today, but is raining out side and now it has to be changed... I don't want to worry or stress myself for the changes, rather I will be spontaneous and Savor this Saturday time with my kiddos. Right now we are sitting warmly on my bed, kids are watching TV while I'm spending 5 minutes in writing this words. 

What are we going to do after this? I don't  know, because I don't have a plan B but we can be inspired about what to do.

And but the other side, God's plan never change, it will be the same everyday. 

I'm so grateful for God's plan, because today I can enjoy my life here on earth with my loved ones, with the gospel in my life knowing that some day I can return to the presence of Him who has given me life.

Visit

Last Friday morning I was visited by two women, and they brought me a great message, it was about Jesus Christ. Oh! It was an inexpected one, but they made my day.

We talked about that wonderful man, brother, son and a closed friend if only we open our hearts, ears and eyes. 

He can visit us every single day and He is at our side in every moment

I'm so grateful for His great example, for being here for me at every moment, for letting me rest upon Him.

I have to admit that right now, I'm not so closed to Him, but I'm on my way!!! I'm also stretching my relationship with my Father in Heaven; every day, I bow my head in pray towards Him and this has helped me to be near to they and can be nourish   by them. It is a wonderful feeling I can't describe.

Open

My heart and my eyes are opened to see all the beauty around me. Thank you dear Havenly Father for this great opportunity, thank thee because you open them every single day of my life. 

Recently you helped me to recognize how blessed I am, how wonderful is my life with all that you have given me (it is not supposed that I can have everything),  and most of all, I have learned that you have given me enough, and that's sufficient to be happy. 

Please, Heavenly Father, help me open  my heart everyday so it can be filled with thy love and can share this love with myself and my fellow beings. Please, let me open my eyes so I can savor every single moment I am with my dear ones and with all your sons and daughters.