I want to hide me from everyone right now!!! And wait until this feeling get away... It's one of those moments when my mind is really confused, there is pain in my heart but also discomfort with myself. It's hard for me to just let it go of this feeling that is hurting me... Some times I think that I like it, so that's the reason I don't like to let it go of... Is this true? I don't know. What I know, is that I'm upset with everything right now, with everyone, but why? Today I nurished myself early in the morning, I was feeling me great... But all changed in the afternoon, I was not patient with my little child at his swimming class just because he didn't want to do what the teacher said. And then, with my oldest child because he told me that he would want his father take him at school and no me.. And more and more disconfort came to me..